Today was to be our first day on the phones with customers. To fight the anxiety I was feeling over it last night, I watched a lot of TV under the influence and passed out on the couch until 5am.

However it was not to be. Instead, we spent the first third of the day waiting for our phone login passwords and the rest of the day waiting for them to work. We also met our team managers and I’m pretty pleased with mine. It’s the guy who interviewed me and I really think I’ll get along with him well.

Now tonight I’ve got this anxiety about my first call all over again. After Laura left tonight, I decided to switch up the drugs and went to alcohol, instead.

Also, it’s actually +3 outside tonight. While outside, saying goodbye to Laura, it felt like a spring night… except for the giant piles of snow.

don’t think you’re safe ’cause it’s not over…